INFERNO IN A DOME

Hard to let go. 

Lost, nothing matters anymore.

It's a dark hole, it's a bottomless pit.

        It cuts deep, the heart is broken, tears is it's only expression. It wails, uncontrollably.

Like a bird, she flies,  healed, free and whole. She smiles down at me, safe in the bosom of her creator.

         Engraved in my heart, memories spill a dam of tears.

I wish I had more time, I wish I had done more.

I should have loved her harder, hugged her tighter       


   Broken, stuck in disbelief, 

lost my mojo, sinking in a dark-bottomless pit.

my reality is pain.

Losing her feels like an inferno contained by a dome.

How it hasn't yet erupted..I'm amazed.

On those lonely nights when memories of her flood my mind, , I grip my chest and wail ..it's  Unbearable.

The inferno is hot, the inferno burns, an inferno of pain trapped by a dome of God's comforting hands, maintaining its Intensity but preventing a catastrophic explosion. 

Losing her feels like an inferno of pain, contained by a dome of God's comforting love.

Rest my love. Il always love you. (my angel) ♥️Mama, my Edna, my champion mommy.




Written by: Daphne Addison

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