LOVED, LOST, LOVE

Numb to the pain. Pain that shocks you to silence, 

Trying to understand, you break down in tears, asking rhetorical questions. 

Reflecting on past events, and conversations,  you accept, the switch, as they kick you when you stumble, instead of holding you down. 

(Mock the pain) "it's only a fool that says they mean my friend, they don't mean me". 

 Wondering if the pain would have been lesser if you had let go earlier., that's the price you pay for holding on to a hand that always pulls away.

Stabbed, and asked why you didn't die..the absurdity can drive you crazy. 

Broken, disappointed, disoriented, 

You reach out to the comforter above. (God)

Cant afford to be in your feelings, You don't have the luxury of time or money (sad teary laughter bursts out)

A believer of love after love,  try again. Give it your all, like you never loved and lost.

Hopefully it stays, it works out, it loves unconditionally.  

WRITTEN BY DAPHNE ADDISON